Friday, August 10, 2012

Plastic Water Bottles as a Resource

I've been thinking about building a greenhouse- out of scavenged materials, of course- and wasn't satisfied with what I'd come up with. Then I found this, and voila! Instant greenhouse/cold-house for the driveway on the south side of the house.

This whole site is really interesting- his designs are simple, elegant, and functional. I suspect I'd add a bit more support, but overall I love it. Add some passive solar to it and we're in business. What do you think about this design and use of plastic bottles?

http://plentyofbottles.webs.com/apps/photos/

The artist/builder Craig passed away, but his wife is maintaining his website and his Facebook page for now, so please avail yourselves of his wonderful work while you can.

http://www.facebook.com/pages/Zakynthos-Bottle-Recycling/170594736328051

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

We've made a decision

Well, I didn't want to speculate, so I didn't post until it was clear whether or not we were keeping the buns. It now appears we are back in the swing of things, and are installing cages for all the rabbits.

Our prototype works reasonably well for the rabbits- my experimental doe kindled a litter of 5 in a nest box in the cage and they all seem content- they are clean, more tame due to interacting more, and I don't have to be down in the moldy poo-dirt any more, so I'm not having allergies as badly. I'm still without a worm bin, and need to hurry to figure that out, but I'm confident it will work out.

I have two more cages on order from the fellow who makes them for me, and will install them as soon as I get them. I'll need one last one eventually, but my NZ black doe has kindled in her burrow, so I don't want to disrupt her litter, so we'll have to wait 2 months to move her up.

The cages fit inside the original structures, hanging on hooks. I have to add copper tubes for support across the bottoms of the cages since these are heavy buns, but that's the only think I have to do.

I'll post pictures once I have worm bins in place so you can see what our set-up looks like now. I should be posting much more regularly now that major family events have settled down and my health has improved. Thanks for your patience!

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Thank you, spidennis!

A reader brought a nice fact to my attention. This really makes my day. I hadn't been able to check the Watertribe website for some time, but I just did.

The next Ultimate Florida Challenge is scheduled for 2016.

That's two years later than I had been expecting.
I have NO CHOICE but to wait almost four more years.

I cannot describe the relief, the happy smile. I am giddy.

The year that has passed with so many personal challenges and no exercise has been returned to me, doubled. Wow.

Instead of being hopelessly behind, I now think I have a chance at making it. I can train properly, feel responsibly prepared, and my kids will be ages 7 and 9, so they will be better able to understand and support my efforts, and tolerate me being gone for a month.

The universe is kind.

Now I shall relish slowing down more as is needed, and put more trust in the rhythms of life to get me where I need to be. Kind of like floating down a river. :) Time to enjoy the scenery rather than paddling like mad in every direction.

Friday, April 20, 2012

Motive, Part I

A friend was lamenting all the hard work I've done on my rabbit breeding project, and the fact that I was considering giving it up in favor of more downtime to get healthy. I wrote this letter to her, and then realized it applies to more than my farm work. It's the start of my examination of why I want to race. And why I haven't given myself permission to train for that race.

I'm still cogitating on that one to see if it's purely for my own pleasure (and why that somehow seems less valid!), or another trap of proving my worth (in which case I shouldn't do it). In the meantime, I thought I'd share what I wrote to her. I think it would ring true for a few other people out there.

"Right now, I'm not terribly sad about the prospect of getting rid of the rabbits, oddly. Yes, it has been work, but I need to stop running around 'doing' and see the value in taking better care of myself. I tend to equate my value to my productivity, and that's not any better than equating one's value to the money one makes, really. Right? So this is a great opportunity for me to really chew on that little bit of wisdom in an attempt to digest it, and improve the underlying motives driving my decisions.

"Sometimes I wonder if the things I take on are distractions to keep me from investing more fully in myself... rather than rabbits... or big yard projects... sure they feel good to accomplish, but what about my sculpting, which I haven't touched in years, or my physical health, or meditation? These have value- they make me a happier, more peaceful person, and that's as important as any perceived 'productivity'.

"It's time for a paradigm shift. My body is telling me so. :) And that doesn't have to be a sad thing."

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Taking care

Since my last post, it feels like 10 years have gone by. All of my time and energy has gone towards taking care of others. Now it's my turn, apparently. My body just told me so in no uncertain terms.

In the fall, my mother became ill, and I flew out of state for 8-12 days at a time to take care of her, and rushed back to comfort my children, whom I had never left before. I'd be home for 1-2 weeks and leave again. I did that until she passed in January, and then returned to her home in Indiana with my sisters to hold her memorial service and make sure her belongings were secure.  Next month we all fly back out to dissolve her estate. That's a fancy way of saying "take what we'll need to sort through later, and then hold a sale for everything else".  It's been emotionally and physically exhausting to care for Mom, the kids, my husband (who has kept working 6 days a week), Mom's affairs, and all the animals on our little farm. There has been no time for me to rest, mourn, or exercise.

I must say I would not have had the wonderful opportunity to be with my Mom like that if it weren't for my in-laws, who moved in and cared for the kids in each of my absences, so my husband could keep working. I am so grateful for that. It was a priceless time to be with her, share memories, resolve past baggage and abandon it, and just love each other. I am keenly aware that many people do not get that, and I'm not complaining. I'm just... wiped out by it.

It's not surprising then, that my health gave out last month. I'm having to seriously rethink my ambitions and goals, and what they demand of me. Why do I choose to do each of these activities that I take on? Do I have something to prove? Are they neat ideas, but insane to implement? *chuckle* At least one of my readers would say so. We're probably going to stop raising rabbits.  We're going to invest in a drip-line system for the veggie gardens so I don't have to hand-water the dang things any more. Those two changes will free up 1-2 hours a day easily. That doesn't sound like much, but it adds up quickly when you're the only one doing it. That's 30-60 hours a month. I could use that time to take better care of myself.

So my new goal is less about getting race-ready, and more about learning to do something I haven't done in ages: take care of myself, regardless of apparent productivity. Can I say that again? This is really, really hard for me: TAKE CARE OF MYSELF REGARDLESS OF APPARENT PRODUCTIVITY. Whew!

First: meditation in the mornings, even with the kids running around. I don't care, maybe they'll eventually join me.
Second: get to the bottom of this never-ending migraine and CRUSH IT. hahahah. I'm serious. I've had one long migraine since March 27th. It's been a game-stopper.
Third: get back to tai chi- I haven't been able to do it much at all this past year.
Fourth: get regular massages until my second goal is met... and maybe keep doing them because I deserve them anyway! :)

Once I am stable, free of pain, and rested again, I am going to get a Rec Center membership. As much as I want to think I will paddle this summer, I also know how I work. "An old patient is better than a new doctor"- an old Tibetan saying. My most successful training in the past was in a gym, or when I had a class (like the ski clinic I did once a week). Sorry. Not in nature by myself. I don't know why- I love being outside. Maybe I just respond better to structure. I think that's why a race, rather than a random trip also appeals. Structure, rules.

But I can't even think about racing now. I have to think about general health and getting stronger again. If I can do that, then I can skate ski this next winter. I missed all last season because I was so tired and spent so much time at sea level tending to my Mom- it's a hard enough sport when you are acclimated, but killer if you aren't- literally. So my plan is to get healthy, and keep revisiting my motivation behind wanting to do this damn race.

Oh yes.
I still want it.